Memories of a Future Warrior: A Very Short Story

January 27th, 2009 by fitz

This is a story that I posted in my old journal.  It was on my mind the other day, and I wanted to make sure that I posted it here.

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“God don’t like ugly,” that is what my grandmother used to say.

And this business that I am in is very ugly.  It is the business of killing, the ending of the life of others.

The star fighter that I am a crew member on is an Sturgeon Class battle ship, it was made for one purpose and only one purpose, to kill.

Like a spider, we set webs in space, and trap the unwitting.  Because God is a just God, he made us deadly but fragile.  He made us powerful but weak.  And so stealth is our ally, darkness is our friend.  We sneak up on our prey and before they know that they are being pursued they are dead.

I am a sensors operator, my job is detection.  Find, classify and destroy, that is our motto.

Some of my crew mates think that we are like the reaper, we cut the grass when the harvest is due.  ”We thin the heard of the weak,” they say.

But something went wrong, and that is why those words of my grandmother come back to me now.  Someone opened the wrong valve and the halon system dumped into the propulsion compartment, and the 30 people who worked in propulsion are now dead.  We are crippled here in space.  

If the stark coldness of space does not kill the rest of us, our enemies will.

And my only consolation is that, “God don’t like ugly.”

Pressure and escape; Tales of a Bubble Head (a slight return)

January 26th, 2009 by fitz

This is an old post from my old journal.

Submarine escape training tower Pearl Harbor, public domain image, US government source

Submarine Escape Training Tower Pearl Harbor

They don’t make submarine sailors go through “Pressure and escape” training any more.  I don’t think, I’m not really sure because I retired from the Navy back in 2000, and I got out of the sub Navy after getting a commission as a Naval Officer and becoming a cruiser sailor back in the nineties (that is another story).  But back when I attended submarine school in the early eighties they did.  

It was one of the most awesome moments in my life.  I know people throw the word awesome around like it’s nothing, but when I say awesome, I mean like jumping out of an airplane kind of awesome.  But people jump out of airplanes all the time, not too many people get to try to escape from a submarine.

First to give you a little background, you know the drill, I have to try to put this stuff in context (and I hope not to bore you either).

I could not even swim when I joined the Navy at eighteen.  As many African Americans could not back in those days, and as many do not today.  But a testament of how well the Navy trains people, I learned not only to swim but made the buoyant assent that was a part of pressure and escape training.  All within the span of a couple of months.

It was those Navy Seals that made me sat on the bottom of the pool (underwater) and proved to me that, (a) they were not going to let me drown, and that (b) you can’t really drown in a swimming pool (according to them it was not deep enough), and that if I did drown, (c) they would pull me out of the pool and resuscitate my sorry ass and throw me back in the pool for more training.  

You will not believe how motivated you can be when you think you are about to die.

Pressure and escape training was a three stage training event that all submariners had to go through.

1. Valsalva maneuver or equalizing your inner ear.

The first thing that you have to be able to do is equalize the pressure inside your head by exhaling air, while blocking off you nose and mouth.  This cause your inner ear to pressurize.  Some people can’t do this, and the ones who can’t, can never become submariners.  

The reason that it is important to be able to do this is because in the older submarines you could be exposed to rapid air pressure fluctuations.  As air moved about the submarine the pressure would (and often time did) change very quickly, due to the opening and closing of hatches and the starting of equipment and other things that effected the air pressure inside the sub.  

If these rapid pressure changes happen and you can’t equalize the pressure in your inner ear then your ear drum will rupture.  Not good!

2. Pressure testing or time spent in a pressure chamber.

Then there is the actual pressure testing.  This was so much fun.  You are placed in a pressure chamber and exposed to increased air pressure to simulate the pressure that you could be exposed to if you had to exit the submarine at depth.  

One of the really cool effects of this are that as air is compressed it gets hot, so the temperature in the pressure chambers rises.  I love being warm and it was a little intoxicating also because I think that as the air is pressurized your lungs take more of the oxygen out of it.

But the depressurization part of this test is also very cool (and I mean that literally), as air pressure in the camber is released the air begins to cool off.  We had been sweating as the pressure was increased but as the pressure was decreased our sweat turned into frost.  Quite and interesting effect to be exposed to.  If your mustache has ever been frozen, then you have experienced that part of it (growing up in the south, this was the first time I ever experienced that sensation).   It was like going to a spa and going from a sauna and then into a refrigerator, within a few seconds of each other.

3. Escape Training or you mean you want me to swim all the way up there

Actual escape training is the simulation of escaping from a submarine.  The building in the picture above is the escape trainer that is located in Pearl Harbor HI and there is also one located in Groton Connecticut.

It is basically a swimming pool that is over 300 feet deep.  With a diving bell on the side.  How cool is that?  If I could, I’d have one built in my back yard.

Now what really made this an exhilarating experience was that when you are underwater, your lungs are being exposed to water pressure.  So if you breath some air that is pressurized for a certain depth, as you rise your lungs will be under less and less pressure.  And the air that is in your lungs will expand.  This is a really cool fact of escape training, and I hope I am making sense here, because what this means is that as you rise from the lower depths, you need less air.

That is correct, you need less air.

This is counter intuitive to what you would think, and you have to be trained to not try to breath in, but to exhale all the extra air that you will have in your lungs due to decreased pressure as you rise.  Make sense?

OK if not, then think of it this way, your lungs are two balloons.  And as they are exposed to less and less pressure they get bigger.  If you do not exhale as you are rising from depth your lungs will explode.  And this, by the way, has happened to people. Not good! Actually this would be bad!

That is what made this training awesome, just wondering if your lungs were going to explode or not.  I am happy to tell you that mine did not. And that was good.

And when I reached the surface, I actually left the water and shot into the air.  I mean I was flying upwards like a cork.  It is like falling upwards, or skydiving underwater.  Those who have gone underwater diving and made rapid assents probably know what I am talking about.

So if you are wondering, I can take the pressure and I know how to escape ; )

You can read more about it here

Submarines in the US Navy

Church Music and the Veggies of My Youth

January 25th, 2009 by fitz

In my blues music blog I posted a little Pops Staples >>> I feel like going to church: Pops Staples.

And in my new food blog, I posted a story about Mama Carrie and how she taught me to eat my vegetables.

I’m Feeling Good …

January 23rd, 2009 by fitz

I think Nina Somone said it best in this video.

Sun in the sky
You know how I feel
blues drifting on by
You know how I feel

It’s a new dawn
It’s a new day
It’s a new life
For me
and I’m feeling good

Fish in the sea,
You know how I feel
River running free
You know how I feel
Blossom on the tree
You know how I feel

It’s a new dawn
It’s a new day
It’s a new life
For me
And I’m feeling good

Dragon fly out in the sun
You know what I mean
Don’t you know
Butterflies all having fun
You know what I mean
Sleaping peace when day is done,
That’s what I mean

And this old world
Is a new world
And a bold world
For me, yeah, yeah

Skys when you shine
You know how I feel
Sent of the Pine
You know how I feel
For freedom is mine
and I know how I feel

It’s a new dawn
It’s a new day
It’s a new life
For me
And I’m feeling good

How I Started…

January 22nd, 2009 by fitz

I started out with nothing,

And I still have most of it left!

I, Too, Sing America

January 20th, 2009 by fitz

I have spent the last couple of days in reflection. Thinking about MLK and BHO, and while I do not have the capacity to explain with words what it feels like for me to be alive in this time. I can only offer the words of Langston Hughes.

I, Too, Sing America
by Langston Hughes

I, too, sing America.

I am the darker brother.
They send me to eat in the kitchen
When company comes,
But I laugh,
And eat well,
And grow strong.

Tomorrow,
I’ll be at the table
When company comes.
Nobody’ll dare
Say to me,
“Eat in the kitchen,”
Then.

Besides,
They’ll see how beautiful I am
And be ashamed–

I, too, am America.

Another Blast From The Past: Someone Went To Disneyland

January 16th, 2009 by fitz

Here is a recreation of a post I did in my old journal, Someone Went To Disneyland.

A collection of Vintage Disneyland photos from the 1950s to 1970s.  As I often say, there are many things in the collection.  Check these out.  Vintage Disneyland @ flickr by grickily.

encouraging words

January 15th, 2009 by fitz

… that thing you fear will soon be gone. 

And the freedom you will feel

will be mesmerizing!

JS a Parable

January 14th, 2009 by fitz

And low a website was created.  And the prophet Dylan had created it.  But hubris, and the lack of proper backups caused the destruction of JS.  For as we are told, the lack of proper back ups comes before a fall.

And the children of JS were scattered across the Internet like so much wheat blown by the winds of technology.  And will not the salt lose its flavor if it can not pm, and have a home page to see who is online, and note who has been reading the journal?

For forty days and forty nights (at least it seemed that long) the children of JS wondered around on the Internets looking and searching for a home.  Some created new blogs, on blog spot, on Live Journal, and on Facebook.  They gathered in the wilderness of Dorrie’s Fun Forum and pondered their plight.   But none were satisfied, and they turned their faces, keyboards and mouses towards heaven and shouted, “why have thou forsaken us.”

And then out of the ashes (via a purchase of the domain name off ebay), slowly a new JS was born.  And the flock gathered on this new site, in ones and sometimes in twos.  They sent friend request to each other and made use of the pm system.  And a home page was given and the children of JS were still confused.  For the new JS was not the same as the old JS.

But low as time passes and knowledge is gathered, the words of the evangelist Captain Mando shall surly come to pass, for even Rome was not created in a day.

A Hot Tip

January 14th, 2009 by fitz

Don’t spit into the wind, or step on Superman’s cape.  Those are two tips I find myself thinking about when I remember that old joke about the cheapskate who gives a tip to the waiter.

But really, I think it is cool how Sunny Lane and Westy both posted a couple of tips that help navigate this place.  If you have not yet read them then you might want to check them out, by click on the links above.

So it got me to thinking I should post a tip too.  Well I found this tip by reading The Lioness’ journal, where someone left a comment explaining how to change the tag line in the header up above.

You probably noticed mine and thought, “that Fitzgerald, he really is steady rollin man” but that is only because I am.  And I thought I would let the world know, or at least people that read this blog. 

Well here is how you can do it too;

  1. Go to the editor
  2. Note the three tabs (Settings Plugins Users) at the top of the page on the right.
  3. Click on the Settings tab.
  4. Tag Line is the second item that you can change.

OK now you can let everybody know that you too are “a steady rollin man” unless of course you are not a man, or you don’t roll like that.  But anyway you can now let the world know how you roll via your new tag line and get rid of that line that says “Just another Journalspace.com Blogs weblog”.